Tuesday, October 28, 2008
A call which pissed me off!!!
Yesterday night i had insomnia, so whole night didn't sleep =(
So today during lecture and practical i was like so tired but not sleepy at all. I don't know why either.
Today is a normal day as usual and after BTM practical we had 2 hours of break so 12 of us went to pizza hut for our lunch =) After lunch had engineering maths tutorial and during the lecture received a call which totally pissed me off.
How can a people to be so realistic?
How can you be so heartless?
You can just forget all this while and treat me like a stranger.
It is really unfair that what i have treated you for the past few years.
Is this matter really that important and you need to call me and hurried me?
This wont cause your life either.
Maybe all this while is i am the one who is being make use off.
After that call i am really in a bad mood. But i didn't show it out, i just behave like normal till i reach home. I have no one to talk to and no where to vent out my anger. Maybe if i have someone to talk to but i also wont said out. Maybe i am used to it already, all this years without my parents by my side i need to learnt to be more independent.
So the first thing when i reach home is search for chocolate, and just stuff all into my mouth and finished the whole packet and wanted more. So went down to the fairprice intended to buy but bought something else instead. I hate myself when i am not in a good mood. I will just stuff a lot of things into my stomach and keep on eating and eating non stop.
After that i am feeling much more better and more calm maybe is the reaction of the chocolate that i ate earlier on.
Ok got to complete my engineering maths tutorial, structural mechanic, environmental science report, call member to come for cscc events and etc...
7:12 PM
