Monday, April 10, 2006
a tiring day
last sat is flag day...during e flag day jojo fall down den cause my shoes to come out...it is she fall down herself den today in class she blame me tt is me who cause her to fall down...still tell other ppl tt i make her fall down...den i was so angry lor...i hate ppl to blame me when it is not my fault lor...
after sch hav ffw...during the ffw was so tiring, go round the hall and check if everything is going smoothly or not...den 1 person didnt come so the frisbee only gt 1 person incharge...den it is not possible to ask 1 person to register,timer or run around to pick up the frisbee at the same time so i must help tt person...den when the participant throw the frisbee den we must give back to them...it was so tiring picking up the frisbee...
the event end at around 5pm...den pack up and can go home already...tml hav chinese test must go and study already...n oso hav rehearsal again...
4:58 AM
Tuesday, April 04, 2006
just feel like giving up...
today sch as usual nth much abt the lesson...after sch hav assembly until 2+...den strait away hav prefect n leo meeting...go for prefect meeting for a short while den rush for leo meeting...when i reach third floor den saw leo room was not open so i thought the meeting had finish...den i called meihui ask her abt the meeting den she told me the meeting change to 3pm...den i was like why i dunnoe?...i felt that whenever there is anything on i will be the last 1 to be informed...den i feel i'm so useless as a president i should noe wat is going on but instead it is the other who noe better den me...
den i go back for prefect meeting again anyway the leo meeting haven started yet...after the prefect meeting i went down to look for my frenz den mdm sung ask me why i change the meeting to 3pm...den i told her it is not me who change, it is other...den she ask me to tell all the ppl who want to go for the leo forum to go up for the meeting...den i go round the canteen to tell them...after that i oso went up...when the leo meeting ended is at around 3.45pm...den i quickly run to the orchestra room with audrey n joanne...bec hav rehearsal at 3.30pm...we were late...when we step into the co room pan lao shi ask us why we so late den i tell her we hav meeting...den she say why didnt tell the teacher that we hav rehearsal...we just keep quite n didnt say anything...i go take my instrutment n went down to the hall for the rehearsal...den pan lao shi ask me hw many people taking the string instrment den i say i dunnoe...den her face was like...today co rehearsal were so badly done...
after the rehearsal take my instrument back to co room...that time was at abt 4.30+...den when i'm on my way up to the co room i look down at the concourse den didnt c anyone there so i thought the meeting haven start...den i called zhiyang n ask him to called me when the meeting start...den i called jojo n ask her if the meeting start already den she say is in the canteen nw...den teckyi n i quickly went down for the meeting...we were late for abt 25min...den when i reach there i dun even noe wat is going on...after the meeting i ask mr tan to explan all the things to me again...
den went back to co room again and pratice...abt 6pm has ended...den go to the canteen and finish up my bio...which must hand in by today...today i was so tired...after sch hav no free time or any breack at all...keep rushing here and there for meetings...
i hav really try my best to do wat the teacher want me to do...but in the end i felt that im very useless bec the teacher will still say tis and that...and oso will say u are the chairperson/president u noe hw can u like tt?...i felt like i'm not fit in that position at all ...it is no point staying in that position anymore since whatever i do will still be wrong...just feel like giving up everything nw...
5:19 AM
