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Sorry about my previous post, i am only venting out my anger. Thanks for all your concern! I am fine now =)

Today not a good day either. School start from 8.30am to 5.30pm, and there is only 1 and half hours break in between. During IT tutorial learnt how to hyperlink, bookmark and etc... The tutorial still ok, after that had my 1 and half hour break, finally! Before went for our lunch, we went to the toilet first, i was standing right in front of the doors and a sudden "ouch" came out from me and i kind of "fly" in front. The impact of the door is really great, the handle hits my back so hard! And the person kept on apologise to me but i know it is my fault for standing in front of the door.

After that went to foodcourts 2 with my friends and had our lunch there. Den went for GEMs at 1pm. After that had structural mechanic and the lecturer ask us to do research for the topic that each group is assign to. After that need to make into a powerpoint slides and present to the whole class on what we have done. The lecture suppose to end at 5.30pm but she drag the lesson till 6 plus and the worst is no one understand what she is teaching. We felt that she don't care if we understand, she only want to finish the things that she are require to teach us. So the whole class were like so angry with her which includes me because i had my Japanese class at 5.30pm and she drag the lecture till 6 plus by the time i reach T22 it will be around 6.30pm so in the end i didn't go for the class today.

Ok tomorrow need to wake up at 5am because need to reach harbourfront by 7am for the PAYM flagship day. After that still meeting my group to do projects and report. Take care everyone!

Yesterday night i had insomnia, so whole night didn't sleep =(
So today during lecture and practical i was like so tired but not sleepy at all. I don't know why either.

Today is a normal day as usual and after BTM practical we had 2 hours of break so 12 of us went to pizza hut for our lunch =) After lunch had engineering maths tutorial and during the lecture received a call which totally pissed me off.

How can a people to be so realistic?
How can you be so heartless?
You can just forget all this while and treat me like a stranger.
It is really unfair that what i have treated you for the past few years.
Is this matter really that important and you need to call me and hurried me?
This wont cause your life either.
Maybe all this while is i am the one who is being make use off.

After that call i am really in a bad mood. But i didn't show it out, i just behave like normal till i reach home. I have no one to talk to and no where to vent out my anger. Maybe if i have someone to talk to but i also wont said out. Maybe i am used to it already, all this years without my parents by my side i need to learnt to be more independent.

So the first thing when i reach home is search for chocolate, and just stuff all into my mouth and finished the whole packet and wanted more. So went down to the fairprice intended to buy but bought something else instead. I hate myself when i am not in a good mood. I will just stuff a lot of things into my stomach and keep on eating and eating non stop.

After that i am feeling much more better and more calm maybe is the reaction of the chocolate that i ate earlier on.

Ok got to complete my engineering maths tutorial, structural mechanic, environmental science report, call member to come for cscc events and etc...

School have started for 2 weeks and everyday was like so busy. Almost every modules have project, project and still projects. There is never ending projects to do. Besides project there still have quite a number of reports to be done =(

This 2 weeks also have so many meeting for my CCAs. Especially cscc, because during September holiday missed out a lot of meetings, events and LTC. So when i went for the meeting i was like totally blank. Leo meeting also coming up as there will be a fund raising event during December.

Today have environmental science practical at MacRitchie Reservoir. Must reach there by 9.30am. Waited for the lecturer till about 10am den start. During the practical when we were testing the pH, temperature and humidity of the water we were standing on a wooden walkway like a bridge which is above water and suddenly i felt so giddy at that moment den i ask my friends if the bridge is moving den they say no. But i kept on feeling drowsy, the feeling is like when you are on the ship. After a moment i cant take it anymore so went to the side and sit down. Sometimes later my friend also realise the bridge will move when people is walking.

Before dismissed the lecturer said must submit a 10 pages report =(
It ends at around 12pm and the whole group of us went to amk central to have our lunch. After that at 12.30pm still have caregivers event at toa payoh but i am not feeling that well so didn't go. And straight after the event at 6pm still have gathering and i also didn't turn up.

Tomorrow still have caregivers event at toa payoh and i am doing full shift which is from 9.30am to 6pm. Is really a long hours activities. And tomorrow have 4e1 outing at sentosa but i wont be able to go. Really sorry about that!

It has been a long time since i last update.

Just came back from Taiwan yesterday night, reach Singapore at 11pm. Really tired, and go home still need to pack many things which my brother help me to move to the new place while i am still in Taiwan.

Stay up till 5.30am in the morning than went to sleep. Wake up at 9am to do some stuff after that back to my bed. But toss and turn still cant sleep so wake up and went for lunch. After that went back home to pack my things again.

School starts next week. When i see my timetable i going to faint. Almost everyday my class start at 8am and end at 6pm. Really will be very tiring and this semester have more modules to take and also have GEM. Didn't do that well for semester 1 so must work really hard for semester 2.